A Song About My EX GIRLFRIEND Lyrics

A Song About My EX GIRLFRIEND – Gremlin

Singer	Gremlin
Music	Gremlin

Verse 1:
Why am I all alone in this home that’s not a home?/
Just wanna talk to you & see where it all went wrong/
I want you to call my phone, you wanna be on ya own/
You used to be my rock but now you turned my heart to stone/
I start to doze inside my car cause all the bars are closed/
I call some hoes I smell like perfume needa wash my clothes/
It’s how I cope and yes I know that it’s not what I need/
Cause these other woman are so heartless they don’t fuckin bleed/
But you cared so much, maybe I was scared to trust/
I wasn’t prepared for you, I wasn’t prepared for us/
You were always there with love I was never there enough/
Never gave my all because there’s things that I’m embarrassed of/
But you want me to go, then I’m going I’m not slowin/
And I feel so much pain that you know I ain’t showin/
And I wish I could change girl I tried and I have prayed/
I just wish that I could put my pride aside and say, can I stay/

Hook:
And baby can I give you one more kiss?/
And tell bout the things I’m gonna miss?/
And say I’m sorry girl for everything I did/
For everything/

Verse 2:
My inner demons force me, to do these things it’s sorcery/
I think this drinks the source when IT starts calling me like Georgie/
Just know that I don’t blame you, for what our life has came to/
I have some deeper issues still have yet to find my break through/
I don’t know why I’m like this, just know I tried despite this/
Because I truly feel the love we left behind was timeless/
I hate this shit but I hate myself more/
Why did I blame you for the things I shoulda blamed myself for/
I was too cold to see that, you tried to find where in my soul I bleed at/
Been tryna open up but something kept on holding me back/
Just know I carry secrets & I’m too scared to leak it/
You want my heart girl but my heart is where their buried deep in/
Been tryna find myself but I just don’t know where to begin/
My inner child wants to love but I don’t know how to free him/
And he shed tears for you today/
And girl one thing is for sure if he was here then he would say, can I stay/